A self-diagnosis, in search of inner demons.
Resentment is an investigation into the ever present inner tension and loneliness within. With the sudden death of a loved one, it is also a manifestation of dread, regret and frustration. This is about the disappointments of reality, and the haunting at the back of your mind.
"It is also most remarkable that it never occurs to us to consider mourning as a pathological condition and present it to the doctor for treatment, despite the fact that it produces severe deviations from normal behaviour. We rely on it being overcome after a certain period of time, and consider interfering with it to be pointless, or even damaging."
Sigmund Freud (1917) Mourning and Melancholia